It's not just you that have these thoughts but you need to find out what is causing you to have these thoughts about your mom. you need to go and see your dr. and tell him or her what is going on and hopefully you can get some help other then concellors. my heart goes out to you cause having these feelings at such a young age is not good. i am older and sometimes everyday stress does get to me but i have learned over the years how to deal with it and i do have medication to help me. i hope this helps you!