Still hurt, still depressed, years go by
Is it just the depression or what? Why should I still be hurt by someone who has been 'out of my life' for years?? Crying about this is ridiculous, yet I feel absolutely black. I have been depressed for so long, medications seem to only work sporadically. Surely I can't take medications for ever??? And I feel so guilty because I brought up by feelings with one of my children (adult), and he has his own problems and doesn't need this. I even feel guilty about writing about this...
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