Do I need help?

[Jp1129]

I was wondering if I should seek help if I am extremely lonely and all I want is for a girl to care about me. But after so long of being alone and sad, I've been trying to trick myself into thinking that I don't want a relationship so that I might not feel sad anymore. Also, I frequently get unexplained pains and aches at random times that sometimes hurt to the point that I can't move. I've heard that depression can manifest itself physically as well. Wondering if anyone out there can shed some light on my situation. Thanks!!!!!

[artyom]

the time has come to ve intruqued of the universe....it is timw for relationships