I really can relate to your frustration.
Meds are a drag.
Fact.
BUT
A super necessary one if you want to get on top of this.
I am a sufferer (1995) and 4 of my 5 daughters all suffer as well.
(I blog about my Art work and about our life on wordpress.)
We have been working on med reviews for 5 people for well over 7 years.
Fact is.
We are better if on and regular with our meds than without.
No.
This is not like having the flu.
It is a lot of hard personal work.
But you can do it.
I know that...
Cause I did...
and so are they
Stick with it and they will sort you out.
Just be honest and look em' in the eye
And tell them your story!