Hi waterglass.
I think maybe this isn't the best forum to ask for help. There's nobody here.
I try to find something, even something small and trivial, to which I can look forward. A new book coming out or a video game or I don't know, sometimes I order a package of stuff, doesn't matter what, just so I can anticipate its arrival. sigh... I'm sorry I don't have anything better to offer. As you'll see from my "Finding psychiatrist in Calgary?" post (the one just below this) I'm having a difficult time as well.
Around campus (university, I assume?) in the washrooms there are sheets posted with support numbers you can call for help. Just... please don't try to suffer through this alone.